REAWAKENING

JAN 10 2020, Just like any other Friday, I dressed up and found my way to UNILORIN. Finished up my lectures and made important inquiries about some issues before I went back home.

On getting home, a sense of freedom came to me and i thought about all what I could do throughout the weekend. The very first thing that I did was log into an adult site, watched some adult videos and ended it all with mastubation. Well, I calmed down afterwards and wanted to try out God once more.

Prayed for forgiveness and I think I prayed for some other things after that and that was it. At night, I slept and I dreamt.

1. A childhood rival was at my mom’s shop(a salon which contradicted reality), she stood by the broad door and was observing. I was away, taking a bath and surprisingly I headed to the salon after bathing to change clothes. Inside, I was met by this childhood rival (we didn’t exchange a word) and she kept on looking at me even though she knew I was about to change cloths(She’s a lady:Ayanda Toyin) and then as he was looking, my wrapper was falling off to expose me. For some reasons unknown, I didn’t attempt to cover myself but my mom suddenly appeared and covered me with yet another wrapper. Again, the wrapper was falling off but this time it suddenly stopped and at that point, my lower half was almost completely exposed but as I checked to see, I miraculously found a trouser covering my nakedness. The meaning? I don’t know yet. Lesson : Mercy of God can save in critical times.

2. That scene faded and another scene came. Bridget was away from me and we met again at some unknown location(civilized though). I had a little money on me so I told her I wanted to buy something but I have no idea what, the conclusion was that I get a mp3 music player #4500. She brought it and told me the price . I think I had the money but I refused to buy it because it would probably suck me dry. Not long after, I saw a very hungry kid who I know from somewhere then I saw (seun) his brother who was nonchalantly looking around. I spoke with the kid and learnt that she was very very hungry, having not tasted a thing for a week or so I think. Called the attention of his brother to this and scolded it but he walked away. Now it was left to me but all I gave the kid was one bolus of solid food. The meaning, I don’t know yet. Lesson: Be generous.

3. The third was the most shocking. It was yet another scene but at the same venue as the first. I drove a car(a big black jeep) to that shop and parked in front. Pride and arrogance and vainglory in me was trying to prove to the people in the opposite direction that the car is better than the one with them so I kept readjusting the position till the car refused to start again. So I made it go backwards attempting to kick it up but to no avail. Meanwhile, I wasn’t paying attention to what was behind me, I almost hit it but I quickly steered the car and swerved. After gaining a good position, I continued my attempt to ignite it and then a strange knowledge of what the problem was came over me. After that, a strange man who has been observing everything from another side for a while approached me inside the car. I who was at the front seat suddenly found myself at the back. The Man who looked like he was going to help took his hands precisely towards the location of what I thought was wrong with the car. His hands went towards it but another wave of strange knowledge came and told me the man was a spiritual being who sought evil. I immediately rebuked the man in jesus name and he flinched. I started rebuking him continuously and a battle began, bro Paul suddenly appeared and we fought it out with the man. In the end, the man transformed into a spider and wanted to flee but bro Paul caught him with bare hands and he died there. We both were tired and my teeth were all gnashed, I couldn’t speak again, I woke up.

I prayed after waking up and my hunger was refilled.